(:

you make me keep coming back for more,stop it.

;its repeating,dieeeeeeeeeee.
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
ha,

hella fellass!
I cant wait for johnians outing out in sunny sentosaaaa on saturday!
wheeeee!
science centre was interesting,zoo's next!
right g right g right g?!
(: OMG,

i cant sleep with many thoughts in my head.
just cant.

Thinking about how blessed i am,
while some of my friends had to deal with great blows of disappointment.
they studied real hard,much more determined than i am,
yet,they face such disappointing grades.
put myself in their shoes,i could have just,well,died.
i really hope they're feeling a tad better,it would make me feel better too.
i wish i could make a difference.

I am Selfish,everything's always in whatever circumtances me,me,me.
i hateeee it,so egoistic,so self-centred,so whatever you call it.
i feel really bad,cause you're sooooooooo nice&i dun think i very much deserve it.

Am i being Truthful,Honest?
I always keep things to myself,
is it good or bad?

Friends mean the world to me
&i treasure&enjoy all the moments spent with them,
be it doing anything together.
dawned on me when i was IM-ing with jerome&ulrich
it felt nice talking to them ever since we graduated,
reminiscing the past in class where we sat so near each other,being silly&playing cards
during lessons.
&when asnah said "keep in touch ok?"
its as though we're not gonna see each other anyore :/
Was lovely seeing shanny&ferly today,miss sitting together w them during assembly.
remembered talking to ferly this afternoon,i havent talked
to her since end of school too!?
Daryl always makes me laugh,which is easy luh,
i'm easily amused,despite the many hurtful jokes he cracks about me.
i never did blame him,its all in the name of Fun isnt it?
Was talking to him just now& its great to have a bosom buddy like him,
I like how he knows everything about me.
Missing the class awfully much,they are super-duper!
I ought to start initiating if i wanna keep it going.

Always reminding myself/trying very hard
to be christ-centred &choose to love than to hate.
I always tend to forget,but,that's no excuse.

Worried bout the courses & where to go.
Both of the courses im interested in only allows a small intake.
dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,not say my score very good.
besides the 2,nothing else interests me.
Do i still consider the rest?

Whatever happen to wanting to work/having a Ptime job?
:/


DEEP IN THOUGHT.
3.05 & im still wide awake,
still ruminating.

hi there lari! (: (:
Not toooooooo bad,
but i swear i could have done better though.
I really am thankful to the many "all the best" wishes.
Many calls&texts bombarded my phone,
it's a greeeeat feeling though,hee.
the wait for our slips were so long&intense.
i hate the suspense,gosh.
Glad its all over!

I seriously wouldnt have made it without my father's help.
His guidance&grace,thankyou father.
Have faith&trust in the lord.

"In God I Trust,I Shall Not Fear"
(thanks lari)

Phewwww,what a big relief.
:D
where do i go now?
:/




THE BBQ,With Classmates.

we're family.

darn it,this was suppose to be the skin.
i cant do anything bout it.

Anyway,good day everyone! i enjoyed lunch today with half the mission team.
so lazyyyy&relaxed.
i always feel so bad though,not being able to join them.
3 TIMES ALREADY!
i left my buddy alone, :/
&dora,we will all go to the beach soon,in bikinis!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

chalet/bbq was,alright?
but gosh,it was boring.
&the sight of you made it worse,
could have went to the movie with missionteam instead.
ohwell,was really glad to see them though
reminded me of how united&friendly&crappy my class was.
geez,we'll be seeing each other soon,Results.


A week passed so fast huh?
one week passed& i'm still jobless.
watched quite a number of nice moovies too, compared to normal days.
i went sentosa again, the asian civilisation museum,
st gab's sec(hell random) &also watch daryl bowl.
all with g!

daddy went away for 2 weeks,
omfg. ): ): ): ): ): ):

Overall,Life's Good!

;In my life You`ve heard me say
I love You
How do I show You it`s true
hear my heart, it longs for more of You..
I`ve fallen deeply in love with You..

You have stolen my heart
I`m captivated by You
Never will you and I part
I`ve fallen deeply in love with You

You and I, together forever
Nothing can, stand in the way
My love for You, grows stronger
each new day.
I`ve fallen deeply in love with You

You have stolen my heart
I`m captivated by You
Never will you and I part
I`ve fallen deeply in love with You

Jesus, you've stolen my heart
I`m captivated by You
Never will you and I part
I`ve fallen deeply in love with You.

(: i need to get wordpress soon,with those cool passwordy posts,coolio man!
maybe abandon this&own those dear diary notebooks with stupid locks
to write on whenever i feel like it,
i have a million things to say,
some thing cannot be put down,
well,at least not hereeeeee.
i dun even know who reads this thang anymore yo.

ahhh,i feel screaming&screaming&screaming till i go insaneee
&then probably die straight after that.
stupid things i feel which arent worth being troubled about,
comeon man,i have a life.
it's just not worth the ache&the tears&the whatever.
Cheese&whiskers,i have other better problems to deal with yo.
Am i sure of the choice im making?Im sure.
Also,with results coming out soon,
ohboy,the anxiety&worry is too much to handle.

Anyway,happy 17th birthday ras!

there's class gathering/dean's chalet tmr&it lasts thru the weekend!
part of me cant wait, part of me dread going.
but i cant wait to see norfi&azreen&amir though!
TEEHEE!

yay,9pm chinese show!
its love,
hahahahhaha overjoyed when you replied,
but its tiring to keep initiating,
sound pushy?irritant?
no,i just love you.
aaahhhhhhhh.
dammit. more shots .

A Picture Paints A Thousand Words,what do you think?